i never want to hurt you. i never want to see you cry.
but this has to be done. so you appreciate me more. and remember the times, when i used to be your one. your only one.
i never want to beg again for a pinch of your time that i so long to have. i never want to compete again for anything that's going on in your life.
i get tired too. waiting for you. waiting on you. i'm spent. emptied. drained.
i cannot take any of these anymore. your indifference. your silence. your disregard. for even at the last moment, when all that i'm hanging on to was a thin thread of hope, you chose to linger on your silence. at the time when i was desperately begging for you to change my mind, i heard nothing but silence.
please believe, i never want to hurt you. i never want to see you cry.
but i get tired too.
waiting for you.
